4 posts tagged “emman”
yeah. Surely life won't be like this forever. I've been told and I believe that no matter how hard it is to endure all these pains and problems in life, there's always that hope that in the end I'll get to experience an ever lasting happiness. So no matter how things get tough today, I always look forward to the day when things will pay-off.
I really miss my honey. It's been almost a month now - four more days - since he flew to Singapore. Many people keeps cheering me up. Some even told me that Singapore is not that far so I can always go visit him. But what I actually want is to be with him forever. I've been so used to his presence in my life that I feel so incomplete right now. Of course, we chat over yahoo messenger. We share the experiences we have had while the other one is away. But it's actually different when we do it in person. When we are physically together. I just miss those times when he just incessantly blab about his work, his day, his dreams, his plans, his pains and his laughters. God, I miss him. I regret to have had quarrels with him before. I should have made the most out of those moments. But still, being together for almost six years now have done a lot of great things for the two of us. We became more mature, more responsible on the things we do and we grew to love each other more and more each day.
I just hope that February will come soon so I can go visit him already. I wonder how will we spend that time together again? I'm so excited!
Mondays have always been a busy day for me. There's this regular Management Committee Meeting that I have to attend to. Letters to write. Reports to read and summarize. People to talk to. Requirements to handle for each SBU. Geeezzz. Never ending work actually. But right now, I can't still focus on doing all of these. I'm too preoccupied with the thought that soon, Honey is gonna leave for Singapore. I can afford to face all these pressures on Mondays...just so today, Monday, will stand still...
Need strength of will and faith. God...
Mondays have always been a busy day for me. There's this regular Management Committee Meeting that I have to attend to. Letters to write. Reports to read and summarize. People to talk to. Requirements to handle for each SBU. Geeezzz. Never ending work actually. But right now, I can't still focus on doing all of these. I'm too preoccupied with the thought that soon, Honey is gonna leave for Singapore. I can afford to face all these pressures on Mondays...just so today, Monday, will stand still...
Need strength of will and faith. God...
Is this for real? Honey is going to Singapore and it's final. We've talked to his parents and they'll be sending in the money next week. I think that I'm okay. But I know I'm not. I can't afford to spend the day without him near me. I've been used to having him beside me all the time. This is gonna be hard. Surely, I'm gonna cry as I've always been a cry baby.
But I wanna go follow him there. That is after my mom comes home cause I can't leave my grandmother here. That's still a long wait though. But sometimes, life asks us to sacrifice a little. And this is one of those moments.
